Hai~feel so sad lately... all because of this feeling... this feeling of hopelessness and frustration... it's been more than three years now... all i can say is nothing... this is nothing... why izzit that im able to succeed in most of the things i wanted but not this.... this is not i've wanted.... i know the end is going to come... real soon.... in a blink of an eye it will be all over.... how i wish i can go back in time... back to the place where it all started....back to that night.... i know this is not going to happen... all i can do is wait....and im getting sick and tired of this.... what's the point of having good results? what's the point of being strong? what's the point of doing everything? what's the point??? is that just it? nothing???? Hai~