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Saturday, April 07, 2007

Finally I have the mood to blog after all this while. Damn bored. No mood to play my guitar, no mood for reading, no mood exercising, practically no mood for anything. Time really stops when one is serving NS. Its like doing something you have no interest in and you have to suck thumb and take in all the shit given to you. And I meant shit literally.

Well, abit about me after all this while( I bet none of you guys are checking out my blog anymore after it remain stagnant for so long). Finally commissioned last december and post in to unit as the Logistic officer. Damn stressful intially because all the shit were just thrown to you in your face. But now sort of suck it up and used to it le. Most of my QM guys are exempted from IPPT. Only one requires to participate but he is seriously overweight(120kg) and I have to train him daily. Not an easy job man!

Because of my slightly taller height compared to the rest of my coursemates,(another guy is taller but also bow-legged) I was chosen to hold the colours(flag) for parades. So much work load and yet I have to go for parade rehersals. So far I have been through 2 parades le including the Chief of Defence Force change-of-command! Initially I was quite reluctant but luckily I get to meet new friends from the other vocations( all the sway kias like me=)) Another parade coming up le. SAF day. Rehersals will start in mid may. Can't wait man. Can siam all the other arrows from superior. Being the ensign is really once in a life time experience man. I'm actually glad that throughout my NS life I was able to experience being contingent commander and colour ensign. Too bad I don't have a chance to go for national day cos my flag will be decommissioned by then.

Recently just got my marksman!! $200 dollars!! Lucky man. IPPT coming up. I'm gonna get that $200 too so I'm currently trainning for my 2.4.

Learning acoustic guitar now. For like half a year le. I still suck at it man. No time to practice( or maybe too lazy le) Gonna swap to electric once I ORD. Can't wait man. Learning driving now too. Quite fun. Pass my basic le now awaiting for final theory 2 weeks later. Pray hard i won't fail man.

Damn sad man one of my coursemates going to go for his pilot le. Won't be able to see him for quite some time. All the nice people all leaving le sia. Sian. Tong 7 more months. Then can ORD lo!!! ok suddenly no mood to blog le. thats why everything cut short le. This week kept wasting time dunno why. Don't worry I will get my momentum back again soon!!

Jam at 9:29 PM

Friday, September 08, 2006

IM BACK!!! Long time never blog... Nothing much about me.. Im still in one piece... Too bad I haven die.. Though i never blog for for long but i still read other people's blog.. Looks like everybody's life SUX.. YEA MAN.. MY LIFE SUX TOO... SUX SUX SUX.. What sux even worst?? My life sux ain't because of NS.. In fact it made my life less suckier.. HA HA... But My life still SUX. SUCK IT UP MAN......................................................

Jam at 9:19 PM

Saturday, April 08, 2006

3 weeks in ocs finally over liao.. Really alot of things have happened during the past 3 weeks.. First few days in Delta wing i wasn't really quite happy.. The people there were like yearning for powers.. most of them wanted very much to lead the platoon.. quite sian.. Luckily my buddy very good.. he's a very nice guy.. we shared a lot of things in common and we always keep a look for each other...

Training in Delta wasn't easy.. but we all enjoyed it.. Our instructors put in a lot of effort in shaping us and they will participate in whatever training we do.. Even our wing commander joined us.. I am really quite impressed by the way they devote themselves into their job.. Sometimes they may be harsh, but we all know that they cared for us.. Day by day we trained and im getting to like my platoon.. Our team spirit is building up and all of us are proud to be in delta.. Delta is not like any other wing.. We are very objective in the things we do..We don't do things the usual way.. Its like: you know 5bx in the morning ain't going to help you much in terms of building your fitness level, whats the point of doing it? yes.. Thats our mindset.. That's why we don't do 5 bx.. we do something more and something tougher.. Every morning we can see other wings doing their 5bx and then went for breakfast.. when they came back.. we are onli halfway done with our pt.. But none of us is complaining.. We feel proud.. This is Delta's Pride..

Last sunday halfway through trip flares lesson, i receive news from my instructor that i, along with a few others, will be posted to air wing.. I was shocked.. Its a fact that i wanted to go to the air wing.. But i like being in delta.. I really can't bear to leave.. Its like i can always go air force after my service term in delta, or even when i commissioned 30+ weeks later.. why the hell am i posted to airforce so soon... At that point of time i was really holding back my tears..

That night our instructors arrange to light up some trip flares as a form of farewell for us.. The scene was really beautiful.. The night was lighted up by a yellow flame and i could see each and everyone's faces.. I was really damn sad..

The following days we had to get our stuff and prepare to leave delta... we bid farewell to all of our instructors.. my friend cried.. i knew i couldn't take it anymore too... i cried... now you can see how proud we are in delta.. the amount of pride we have is like none other..

Yesterday in air wing before our endurance run, we were doing warm up at the basketball court.. I saw delta wing jogged past.. I could hear them sing and i could hear them cheer.. how i wish i was there with them.. This feeling is so sickening.. There's nothing i can do.. At least i was once part of Delta... Like what my instructor said "Once a delta, always a delta"

Dare to Excel, Learn to Teach Another

Jam at 12:53 PM

Friday, March 17, 2006

whoa!!! just came back from the tioman trip yesterday midnight.. shiok sia!! scuba diving is damn fun!!

On tuesday we went to raymond's place and then settle all the equipments.. After that we hang around for a while waiting for the mini bus to come.. The whole journey took us a few hours la.. i didn't know tioman is so far from malaysia mainland.. wa sei.. at first we went to perling to pick one guy up (also coming with us to sb dive) and for dinner too.. That took us about 1 hour plus.. then went to mersing for the diving boat.. that took us 2 hours.. then take the dive boat to tioman.. It took us 4 hours la!! reach tioman at around 3 am.. that time abit blur liao.. half awake half sleeping.. then went to the resort to sleep.. initially raymond told us to wake up at 7.45 but we all woke up at 8.30..haha.. raymond more zai.. we finished breakfast liao he haven wake up.. dots..

then blah blah blah we went for our first dive.. first dive quite sian.. did the same thing as during confined water.. remove replace mask all that..we dive very near the jetty.. 6+m.. luckily i can equalize( equalize means to use your index finger and thumb to hold your nose, shut your mouth tight and then blow air from your nose..then your ears will have a pop sound.. Why must equalize? because there are air spaces in your ears.. when you dive and go deeper, the pressure of the water outside is higher than the pressure in your ears.. so you will need to add pressure to your ears to equalize.. If not you will experience a sharp pain known as squeeze, just like those you experience when you take plane..)
Damn cold la.. stand down there and do demonstration..

2nd dive also quite sian..same place... but at least raymond took us under the jetty and see some nice fishes.. Before that we did some navigation underwater... have to use a compass..

3rd dive.. Woah!! exciting sia.. this time is 18 m.. we get to do free descent instead of holding onto a line and pull ourself down.. shiok sia.. at first a bit hong gan.. i go down halfway cannot equalise.. block nose.. very hard to equalise.. so have to do the regime.. go up higher and try again and again.. lucky in the end can.. very pain one leh.. cannot suka suka.. if never equalize and geikiang your ear will spoil.. alot of fishes sia..( fei hua.. sea of course a lot of fishes la.. excuse me.. i still very excited) We went around and then took picture.. saw a sunken boat.. took a lot of photos..

4th dive.. This is the best dive man.. after the third dive we resurface, do surface interval then go to another site.. This site is near a very small island.. Raymond told us we will be diving along the circumference of the island.. this time the current quite big.. have to descent quickly.. if not will kena carried away by the current.. this site damn nice.. water is damn clear.. alot of stuff to see.. saw a turtle and a fxxking huge fish.. saw a blue spotted stingray and nemo all that.. raymond said a small shark was following him for a while.. but i din see leh..wasted.. stayed underwater for around 40+min then do the 5 m 3min interval then resurface le...

sb diving is a brand new experience for me man.. damn exciting and fun..go and try.. really.. haha.. suddenly remember the navy advertisement.. "If your life was a movie, would it be a good one?"

Jam at 10:43 PM

Monday, March 13, 2006

Just applied for NUS double degree B.eng(electrical) and BBA. They say its taxing, but i don't care, im gonna chiong. Felt very sian recently. Thinking of my future.

After 2 years of NS: 20 years old
If get scholarship, bond 4 years: 24 years old
Double degree 5 years: 29 years old

WTF! By the time I get my bacholar of engineering and business I really become a bacholar. Opportunity cost, I hate opportunity cost. It sux!!

Jam at 9:30 PM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Recently took up a scuba diving beginner's course with a few of my section mates. Just completed theory and practical yesterday. The practical was held at Outram Secondary school.. Siao the school damn big and there is a diving pool inside. Our instructor, Raymond, drove us there after theory. We began by swimming 200metres non-stop and the straight away trap water for 10 minutes. It was quite ok la for people who go swimming often.

After that Raymond taught us how to assemble the equipments and then its time to gear up. He told us to inflate our BCD (Buoyancy-control device) and then swim to the other side of the pool to start our confined water session. Sia la it really is a brand new feeling breathing underwater. At first not very use to it and panick a little.. inhale and exhale too fast(which is not the correct way to breathe underwater) and end up short of breath. After a while calm down a little then feel much better. Really feel like standing up and get out of the water(we were kneeling while raymond demonstrate to us). Initially raymond told us to stay underwater no matter what.. so bo bian must tahan. After he demonstrate we had to do one by one and show him.. quite fun actually. we learnt how to remove and replace our mask underwater all that.. Then my friend very funny.. we are supposed to exhale through our nose to clear the water out of the mask but he kept blowing air out of his mouth. In the end he had to do over and over again while we kneel there and watch.

After that finally can surface for a while.. damn cold la when we surface.. Stupid wet suit short sleeve one.. i was shivering like f..... then we dive to the deeper end of the pool to start the next phase of the lesson.. First up we had to lie flat on the bottom and then inflate our BCD a little so that we can be neutrally buoyant( floating in mid water). We had to do it such that when we inhale, we will float higher and when we exhale, we'll sink.. sian ji bua i never controll properly and i end up 'flying' here and there... haha.. By the time our lesson end it was already 11pm.. and we haven eat dinner yet!!! then raymond drove us to outram mrt( btw raymond is a very nice and approachable guy but when it comes to scuba diving, he became damn serious.. was shock for a while man..)

Next tues will head for tioman for the open water scuba diving le.. very excited but quite scared also.. Hope that everything will go well and i'll get my beginner's cert!

Jam at 12:01 PM

Friday, February 17, 2006

Day 2: wa lao eh.. i think i better cut the field camp posting short.. If not i will burn out my bookout typing out the past...

I kind of forget what happens in day 2.. everything came so fast.. Army life is like a dream.. now im halfway through.. going to pop soon.. hmm.. day 2 we had fire movements: how to move and approach our enemy when contacted.. its quite stupid la actually.. we have to fire parallel to each other to avoid cross fire, even if the enemy is not directly infront of you, you still have to fire straight (aligning to IC). sian.. run here run there peng peng here peng peng there one day finish liao..

Time for powder bath again... that time sgt kb say the powder inside underwear never put enough.. this time he jia lat.. i pour alot inside my underwear and go infront of him, pull and release.. piat!! powder smoke right in his face.." wa lao eh cb.." thats what he said as he fell backward.. damn funny...

Day 3: woke up at 5.30 and have to break bashar and prepare to route march to another campsite..6 to 8 cliqs.. forgot how long le.. nearly died also.... then pitch bashar.. forgot how many times le.. this time my buddy became ic.. sian.. everything i have to do alone.. drainage dig till halfway i heck care liao.... cos blister came out.. so i lan lan suck thumb... then i think we continued with the fire movements all that...

Day 4: Morning went jogging for 2 cliqs in SBO( rifle, helmet and webbing)... Then fire movements we fired blanks... nb my rifle at first still fire very smoothly... then halfway kena IA.. GY... sibei sian... then the rest of the day technical break.. can go bath.. then got fresh ration... wa song.. the chicken like chicken cutlet like that.. very nice.. or maybe its just my imagination after so many days of combat shitty ration..

Day 5: The climax... to be continued...

Jam at 10:14 PM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Ar.. finally came back from field camp.. damn dirty and tired..

Day 1: The whole company has to wake up earlier than usual so that we can set off at 7.30am. After breakfast we went back to company line to do some stuff here and there. Nothing much more to do since we have already settled our field packs and left them in the platoon office. After warm up, we got ready and set off with our full battle order(PT shirt though). Kao, march until i nearly died. Damn heavy.Finally got one point they let us rest and drink up. wa lao i thought can everything off but they don't allow. Have to carry everything and drink up. After a while continue walking. They purposely walk one round around the camp before stopping. kao eh..

Finally we reach our destination, the so-called rubber plantation(my sgt said that the trees are not rubber trees). We were then allocated our place to build our bashar. Must align with one another. sian. in the end we build and break build and break until the fifth time then we met their standard. our platoon sgt damn dulan.. he said:"Ei gentlemen, you all like to take your time izzit? If later rain you all hong gan already leh. Nvm i pray that it rain! knn.. half an hour later it really rain. Then our platoon got one guy ask platoon sgt what religion he from. "platoon sgt, you from which religion one ar? very zhun leh, really rain" damn funny.. Then the rest of the day other than lectures about fire movements all that i can't remember what we did le. Combat ration is really like shit.. and our sgt said its alot better than the past le.. can you imagine..pui..only the desert pack and the assessories pack can eat only.. the rest i eat halfway feel like puking already..

Another highlight is the powder bath.. haha.. must make your whole body white(including your face, imagine all the cammo cream are still on your face) Sgt: "make sure you all are white ar.. Faris, (my buddy, an indian muslim) make sure you become a snowman understand??" damn funny can see my buddy's stunt face.. After that i took my powder and whack liao.. don't care le.. haha.. can see some people put powder bit by bit.. wa lao eh.. how to become white? sgt:" leong jia ming come over here. platoon 4 look at him. This is the standard i wan ar." It is then that i realise i become geisha.. Gu gu jiao other platoon saw us and came rushing towards us to take pictures.. "yeah! we are in geisha land" then you can see them posing in btn us and take photos. Btw we powder bath in our underwear and slippers.

At night the night sky is very nice.. can very clearly see all the stars.. all the orion belt, bei dou xing all that really very nice.. Got quite alot of fireflies also. That is the first time i see fireflies in my life. They are very small onli.. at least not as big as i thought. ar.. beautiful night sky, fireflies here and there, such a wonderful atmosphere, WHY IZZIT THAT I AM WITH 200+ MEN!!!! hai~~~

Btw it is really troublesome to go toilet at night.. wa lao.. it took about 45 mins to move to the toilet in the dark and pee and then back to the bashar.. sian.. still have to wear SBO attire.. My buddy snored damn loud.. but luckily i am tired enough to sleep.. In the middle of the night my buddy needs to go pee i bo bian have to go with him.. took another 45 mins...............

Day 2 to be continued..................

Jam at 2:32 PM

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Yesterday had a very long day... Went to Mr Lim's house to bai nian in the morning.. We kept toking about army stuff even though we agreed not to.. Left hong ming down there sian ji bua.. stayed at his house for very long because we were waiting for kh.. Then tok cok for a while we went to YZ's house.. Ate lunch there.. Felt quite pai sei because we ate the fried rice while the gals ate maggie mee.. I forgot what we did down there le la. Watching TV all that... Then we continued our journey to YL's house.. Played bridge there and watch an episode of bleach.. Her mother gave some of us some tonic drinks(i dun know whats that) cos we were coughing until very jia lat.. Wa lao so bu hao yi si la... After that we went to Alvin's house.. Wa.. felt even more pai sei.. his parents ordered KFC for us la.. Then his mother kept giving me and eric warm water to ease our cough.. I dun know what to say.. very touched by their kindness.

Around 7.45 we left alvin's house.. eric forgot to take his stuff and ask alvin to pass him the next day.. wa at about the same time alvin's mother came down with his stuff.. I think eric by then si bei pai sei liao.. Can ren god mother liao.. haha..

Finally went to see the doc at 8+.. Cough util my nose bleed again at the doorstep of the clinic.. Wa lao.. alot of people waiting there.. wait until i hungry went to eat dinner.. Just nice the moment i finished eating my father came and said its my turn.. Then me and my mother went in. I quickly took out my bottle and clear my mouth.. If not later the doc ask me to say "ar" he will see alot of hor fun dangling on my braces.. haha... The consultation was quite long.. Measured my blood pressure for a few times because my blood pressure was quite high.. the doc a bit cua diao.. scare me also.. Maybe because that time i very pissed with the MO.. turn out my blood pressure was alright.. Why was I pissed with the MO all of a sudden? Because when i showed the doc the medicine the MO gave me, he said "wa.. So little only ar!!" GY MO.. That means i needed more medicine for my cough de.. The doc said i have a suspected case of lung infection.. Must take antibiotics for 10 days.. If haven recover must go take x ray.. He also gave me a letter for the MO.. If i feel unwell after i finished my medcine, i have to take medicine from MO.. GY.. the antibiotics all that cost me 61 bucks.. damn that MO.. if i were given the right medicine in the beginning i would have recovered by now.. TMD...

Jam at 12:28 PM

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Finally booked out again! This week didn't do much.. Actually is i didn't do much.. All because of my fever and cough.. Went to Medical Office(MO) on thursday to see the doc.. Got attend B for 3 days.. Btw attend A is: sick but still can participate in all the activities.. Attend B is:sick and cannot participate in all activities.. Attend C is: very sick and have to go home straight.. Sian la got attend B.. People do workout i sit down there see.. Sometimes still have to do sai gang.. GY.. attend B still have to help storeman carry stuff.. people SOC we toil the soil.. sian ji bua

That day went MO halfway doing CPT1 .. Knn waited for nearly 3 hours.. Firstly have to go take the application form then write down and leave it on the counter.. waited for 45 mins for my name to be called.. then went to the counter to measure temp and blood pressure and get my no. Then waited for another 45 min for my turn.. went into room 2 to see the doc. Knn the doc very bo chap.. "what is your name?" "Cough and sore troat, got fever?" "Open your mouth" "I give you rest a while and some medications" "you can go now" GY less then 2 min i out of the room liao.. Then waited for another 1 hour+ for that bloody status slip..idiot.. 1 A4 size paper with my name, ic no., status and a signature they have to type for one hour+...

hai~ attend B people have sad life in army.. because they cannot do anything but sit at the side.. Knn.. my friend sleep also tio kb.. oh.. The IMT lessons on the first few days of this week very fun.. like play game like that... computerised M16 shootout.. first lesson i use the wrong specs.. cannot see properly... GY alot missed.. Then 2nd lesson onwards wear the right one.. mai siao siao.. full marks for most of the shootout.. haha...i dunno why.. smaller targets i got full score.. bigger ones i missed like siao... maybe small eyes better for smaller targets.. wahahhaa.. BTW happy chinese new year to all!

And one more thing.. I will NEVER go to the f up MO AGAIN!!!! ARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Jam at 1:36 PM

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Long time never blog because i was in army. 2 confinement weeks. Finally booked out yesterday. Went into army on 5 jan. That was the first day of the first batch. Lucky or sway? To me i felt that it is quite lucky la. Cos no need to waste time slacking at home.Can POP earlier also. on 5 jan woke up very early in the morning and went out to do something. After that went home eat breakfast and was ready to head to pasir ris. Then blah blah blah took farry blah blah blah reach tekong liao. Then parents and enlistees were separated. Enlistees were to go to a place to collect some stuff.(slingbag, id tag etc) First guy i met and tok to was from Raffles.. Second guy i tok to was from hwa cong.. Kao.. Both of them are in my platoon. After 2 weeks liao.. got to know my platoon quite well liao.(Whiskey platoon 4) Alot from top 5 JC one.. I think got more than half. Got one guy in my section from NY.. But he top student!! all As de.. sian ji bua... My platoon mostly speak english de.. jiat gan dang worst than SA people.. I feel that my mandrin is deproving... My english is still like shit..

2 weeks in army did quite alot of things.. haha.. i this kind of standard also can top in platoon in IPPT... got 24 out of 25 points.. haha.. 40+ people took only 14 passes..Too bad those can jump cannot do pull up..those can pull up cannot run... those can run cannot jump.. haha.. Then got the computerised shooting, throwing of dummy grenade, striping and assembling of rifle in 1 min each, route march.. wa route march i nearly died man.. shoulder and neck damn pain la.. marching in full battle order and still have to sing like mad.. Then got one day went for out field.. learn how to camo all that.. And the camo cream.. very cool right apply camo cream on the face.. green with black stripes.. then enemy cannot see you.. cool my foot!! the washing part was damn jia lat la.. wash face liao still have one black line at the bottom of the eyes.. like maskala(dunno how to spell) like that.. Then the stupid helmet inside all green have to wash also.. and then the black m16 become green also must wash.. Then the no. 4(army shirt and pants) inside all green but i never wash.. dun wanna waste time..

Everyday is 10.30 lights out.. lights out means must be lying on bed liao.. That time went toilet after lights out kena caught by other platoon's commander(PC).. ask me to report to my PC next morning... lucky my PC good dun wanna punish us.. 10 people got caught.. some eating cup noodles.. got one tossing around his bed also kena caught.. haha...

Two days ago tio fever.. sian.. at night sending arms nose bled.. too heaty liao.. but alot of people got sick.. in 2 weeks i think got around 1/5 of the platoon kena fever.. nevertheless, army is fun...

Jam at 12:25 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Tomorrow is the day of enlistment liao.... Im having a mixture of feelings now... dont know how to describe... Shit... i taste blood.. My nose is bleeding. What the hell?!?! Ar just a slight one. I hope my nose wont bleed in army. Im actually not excited.. i wonder why... As a matter of fact, Im actually more concern about what is going to happen in the outside world when im in tekong than whats gonna happen to me in tekong... Sian... I think I can onli describe my feelings now as sian... very sian...

Yesterday went out in the morning for dental.. Told my orthodontist that i going in army liao... she said she will give me a date in feb and see whether i can come out not... Wa she gave me 14 feb... valentines day... I really do hope i can come out on that day... also dunno whether my orthordontist did it on purpose or not.. haha.. if really can come out really heng ge lao sai....haha... After that went bball with eric alvin and andy.. then accompany lex go buy some army stuff.. at night went out with some of my sec 4 classmates to coffeebean... they wanted to like send me off.. last gathering before i go in... ya... had a wonderful time with them all.. tok cok until 10 plus... then sent her home... after that went back to meet the rest who din wan to go home yet... tok cok again.... hmmm...

Aiya will treat it as a 3 months oversea chalet on a small island near sinagpore........ Take care my friends... I will miss you all...

Jam at 4:26 PM

Friday, December 30, 2005

- Completed 5 cliqs
- 6 days to NS

Jam at 5:22 PM

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Today I went to buy a new pair of shoes after gym session. Cost me 40 bucks. Heartache sia. Can buy the same pair of shoes in China with just 10 bucks. Hai~ nvm training is important. Went to jog 10 cliqs today. Damn shiok. It was drizzling slightly but i din care. went on with the jog anyway despite my mom's advice. Aiya slight rain onli. If i will die jogging in the rain i would rather not be a man... Crap.. haha.. Hmmm.. Exactly one week from now I will be inside liao... I wonder what will I be doing at this time.. Perhaps playing with my botak head...arhaha.. 7 days left... I think i will have less then 7 days to train.. thursday go in.. wednesday must rest.. Tuesday definitely cannot go gym cos my muscles need at least 2 days for recovery... Still got new year countdown all that.. Tentatively I have 5 days to train.. Ok i shall set a target... Including today's jog i shall jog a total of 80 cliqs till the day of enlistment.. That makes 70 cliqs in 5 days.. an average of 14 cliqs per day... Yea.. I believe i can do it!

- Nearly 2 hours of gym session
- Completed 10 cliqs
- 70 cliqs to go
- 7 days to army

Jam at 6:40 PM

Monday, December 26, 2005

Went gym today. Then go jogging. Supposedly wanna jog for 10 cliqs but jog till halfway bue tong... Stopped at 5... Walked back home Max pi jiat... jia lat liao.. gotta buy new shoes tomorrow.. If not no need to train.. Go in army and DIEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! Sorry people... I hope my blog doesn't bored you to death... Its all about training... Can see how sian is my life now-_-

- Went Gym training
- Completed 5 cliqs
- 10 days to NS

One more thing before i go... Christmas SUX!!!

Jam at 7:16 PM

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Today went to run 5 cliqs... Not enough time to run 10 cliqs because of that stupid rain. Have to meet up for dinner later. Now cooling down. Just now at 3pm haven even step out of my house it started raining. Blackout for 3 times. Luckily i not doing any official things using com... If not i will really smash my com. Just now that jog was like shit also. Ran till halfway my feet were soaked... What can i do? Max was half dead with a big hole by the side... There are puddles of water along the track... I think even I have the time I also cannot complete the 10 cliqs. Damn turn off. Have to buy a new pair of shoes asap.....


- Ran 5 cliqs
- 12 days till NS

Jam at 6:41 PM

Friday, December 23, 2005

Ar... Nothing to blog actually... but nothing to do anyway... This few days kept playing neopets..haha.. Can see i really nothing to do.. Just now went gym... Do until my biceps nearly burst... shiok... After gym session went jogging... Die.. have to jog everyday liao.. If not go army sure kana tok.. No way man... Im gonna run 10 cliqs everyday.. After xmas that is.... Hai~ the thought of xmas is making me.... Nvm... i hungry now... go buy food...

Jam at 7:10 PM

Friday, December 09, 2005

Today went back college collect testimonial... wa kao like idiot travel all the way there collect one small little A4 sized piece of paper and went home... What's more? I took 166... i was happily reading my testi and then when i looked up... WTF!! where the hell am I? Shit so i alighted and ahga ahga walk... wa kao... now come to think of it... i don't think i overshot the busstop.. blur cock... Then i walk up to a bus stop and i saw 963.. Just nice 963 came and i happily boarded.. was listening to my discman and then Fxxxxxxxxxxxxxk... SAJC... shit.. i took the wrong direction and ended up where i started.. Saw BN boarding the bus.. but she din see me... hmm.. Anw... took 963 to interchange and then change NEL.. KNN.. this is the longest time i spent going home from college...-_-

Just went gym and then came back went jogging.. Wahaha.. my stamina is back... Ran 5 km non-stop... mai siao siao.... ar... not working .. must train hard..........

Jam at 8:00 PM

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Yesterday went indochine.. first time go clubbing, felt quite excited.. We meet at 7 at orchard and then went for dinner. Kao... waste money.. should have stayed at home for dinner. At least can save 6 bucks -_- Hmmm.... Most of us dress quite smartly... onli eric look like ti go bei...arhahha... Waited for a very long time before entering. Stayed there till 4am.. everyone dances like mad... even Andy become so high..WOAH!! Hmmmm.. i wonder how i look like when i dance.. feels quite fun but funny at the same time... hmmm.. Clubbing is quite fun actually... but go there too often surely die 10 years earlier.. wa and the beer damn knn ex.. KNN.. after everything we walked to doby there eat mac... reached home at about 7.. sleep until 4.30.... Hmmm.... really quite fun la.. i wonder why i type until like the whole thing like very sian.. hmm.. Now can go ka jiao alex liao.. "oei suah gu jiao, why you so suah gu never club before.. hahaha" oops pai sei people im still drunk....................................................................................................

Jam at 9:13 PM

Friday, December 02, 2005

ok la here's the actual one.. thank you:
1) aaron for organising the chalet and putting in so much effort.. btw chill pal.. got to learn how to relax ya?
2) alex for bringing ps games and sleeping so much( i bet he won't be reading this cos he must be sleeping so i shall not elaborate.haha)
3) alvin for the car ride and the prawns and the cooking of sotong and the boiling of water and blah blah blah...
4) anthony for the prawns and switching on the air con and sleeping like an eba eba mouse with golden hair.. oh ya thanks for letting me han tam water bomb at you. haha
5) Bei ning for the bball game and erm.......................................................... i dunno liao.. haha
6) Cheryl for bringing the heavy tiles and meowing and slacking throughout the chalet.. haha.. slacker slacker slacker slacker
7) Eric for everything.. ya la everything la.. you're the man la... fit la.. haha.. oh and thanks for snoring..... arhahaha
8) Hong ming for being such a nice tapir.. i wonder why you like to sleep face down and smell people's ass smell.. hmm... interesting.. rap: hong ming bu chi hong ma yi... lalala.. hong ming bu chi hong ma yi.. lalalala.. haha
9) Hui fang for cooking and bbqing and kena suaning and and and er er.. great job .. thanks for the water you poured.. thanks ar... btw i got wear underwear..
10) Hwee peng for being such an easy target! haha..
11) Mr Lim for the chalet and the 50 bucks he put in..
12) Olivia for coming
13) Richard for being so active.. especially your water splashing.. haha.. thank you for not splashing me.. wahaha..
14) Shi hua for coming and................. opps nothing to say.... haha pai sei..
15) Stanley for letting us go his house to prepare all those stuff.. thank you for being ting zhang and letting us sleep in your room.. sorry for the trouble..
16) Susanny and WK for bringing love to the chalet.... hahha.. All the best and god bless you two.. when you all registering???
17) Wee hong for washing the plates i heard??
18) Wei Chen for cooking and bbqing and.. erm.. aiyo i think same as HF la..haha.. great job too..
19)Wei Guang for bringing the PS 2..
Wen Hui for coming
20) Yi Zhi for also being an easy target and all your blur crap... haha
21) Yu lan for coming...
22) Green club people for coming
23) some girls from the green club for letting us play ps.. hmm .. must be rich's charms..haha
24) jun jie for being water bomb target... sian ji bua.. you luck i missed you.. haha..

For all those i didn't write much or i have missed out.. pai sei... not that you all didn't help out.. just that i didn't happen to see.....

Jam at 6:40 PM

hmmm chalet. where should i start? ok.. that day went out to buy lex's present with Alvin and Eric. so blur now forgot which day liao.. damn i don't even know today is what day. As usual that pony eric was late again. This time late for 1 hour like that. believe me this is not his record. haha. We went around look here look there finally decided to buy a jacket for him. Good for him to act cool(during the chalet he really wear the jacket throughout. cool sia..haha) After that went for lunch and then i went home to pack my stuff while eric and alvin went to buy bbq stuff. Around 5pm i went to meet them again and i go alvin's house to long bang his father's car.

After a long journey from the extreme west of singapore to the extreme east we finally reach stan's house. then eric called sounding very du lan cos he dunno how to get to stan's house from the interchange. So stan's sis drove us to fetch poor little pony and sponge up. after a while stan came home and said he can't make it to chalet cos he got some church stuff. can see he quite disappointed.(wa his holiday like so busy got a lot of things to do. i so envious. look at me i have got nothing better to do other than rot-_-) Feel really pai sei have to da rao his family. make he sleep in the living room some more, really very what..

The next day we change from marinater to babysitter to pacifier. stan's house came 3 kids and we have to play with them for the whole morning. really not easy taking care of 3 kids at the same time. this one happy the other du lan. this one not dun lan the other cry. poor pony had to let them draw on his muscular arm to calm them down. In the end we still have to give them our number before we left for chalet.

ok now chalet. at night bbq rain halfway so have to stop. Then we go play majong or ps.. what i do i forgot liao. i onli remember alex is one of the first guys to go sleep. oh ya halfway through game of life. after a while i also went sleep liao.

The next day went bball and soccer with rich ric vin lex tapir sponge hf and wc. quite enjoying. forgot to bring water i nearly die. Then we bought lunch back chalet eat and after that some went kayaking some play game some majong some sleep(lex again) some bbq. (For details pls go yakizuyalamer or thecatgotmytongue or ihziy.blogspot.com.. haha i lazy) ok now finally went to the water bomb part. quite fun(lex act cool again dun wanna join in. he prefer ru hua though.haha) we whack here we whack there then finally all wet then jun jie is wet then i also wet then wild wild wet.. oh crap. and btw i did wear underwear la!!! i was kidding.. idiot.

Hmmm a few of us sat around drinking green tea and tok cock while the malayan tapir play majong and pong nei nei tiles and hu nei nei tiles( lex went sleeping again) after dunno how many while me and eric went sleeping. stupid lex woke up and mumble some gibblish things and went back to sleep. I dunno what the hell he's toking about.. think he's sleep-talking.. must be suffering form the sleep-too-much syndrome..haha.... ok.... end.....................

ok since everyone blog to thank everyone i also like to thank everyone ok thank you everyone byebye...................................................................

Jam at 5:56 PM

Sunday, November 27, 2005

ok for eric's sake i make my last blog clearer.. when i say short and skinny and you don't do anything about it i meant doing something to your skinny appearance but not your height.. for goodness sake there is nothing you can do to your height by simple measures.. ok eric you belong to the second last cat. ok... respect you..got it... REs-Pect YoU...

Jam at 8:37 PM

Yesterday went to gym again.. not bad not bad.. haha got improve liao.. wa kao saw a woman whose belly is bigger than her butt.. eugh -_- spoil my gym mood... people please do exercise ok? don't regret when you grow old.. mmmiii..sssyy... i..i.. wan...wawattter... (imagine you lying in the hospital) Suddenly i feel like saying this: If you are tall and you work hard(exercise).. good for you... If you are tall and you slack everyday.. god bless you.. If you are short and you train hard.. oh man i respect you.. if you are short and skinny and you don't wanna do anything about it... i have got nothing to say but f you.....( applies to guys).. ok bye bye..

Jam at 8:16 PM

Monday, November 21, 2005

This few days really passed damn freaking slowly. i wonder why people like counting down so much. yes the As are finally over but what the hell?? there's nothing to do!! No school, no work, no nothing!! idiot alex in korea enjoying himself with pretty babes like song hui qiao-_- poor little sponge still have his Ass to worry about(at least he got something to do,other than watching spongebob squarepants at 6pm sharp everyday) I think i better go buy the driving book and go read up the theory. If not my time will be wasted staring at the computer screen and waiting for little jack to wake up and tok to me(arhaha)

stupid Ns so early ask me go in.. now i got one month. wanna learn cooking and jap too short a time liao. rot at home still must wait so long. my poor little buddy still haven bought his bball. ARGGGHHH i got NOTHING to DO!!!!!!!

PS: Thank you all for the birthday present. I really appreciate it.

Jam at 9:23 PM

Monday, October 31, 2005

如果只有两张车票,你想去哪里看热闹?
如果我们只有一秒,有什么该让你知道?
我对你已经好得不能再好
我也只好拿着手表等你心血来潮
What can I do to make you love me?
What can I do to make you smile?
What can I do to make your heart beat?
What can I do to make you mine?
你想我怎么样拥抱,才明白爱不用寻找?
你想给多少人围绕,才能停止自寻烦恼?
我相信没有人比我对你好
看你如何假装不知道,也蛮有浪漫情调
我要怎样才会更好?
爱要怎样才会有效?
心要怎样才会狂跳?
你要怎样才会微笑?
为了你我还有什么事做不到好?
只有这个
就是我舍不得忘记你
你该惭愧还是骄傲?

Jam at 3:32 PM

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Ar... finally back from the 3 days 2 night cruise.. I think i gained 2 kg... Now 58+kg liao.. haha.. cannot blame.. the prominant thing on board is food.. So i eat and eat and eat.. Breakfast at 8.. lunch at 11.. dinner at 6.. supper at 11... and EVERYTHING is BUFFET style! even the chinese restaurant lets you order whatever you like at whatever quantities(provided that its on their menu of the day) I can't remember how many prawns i ate.. i think 24 prawns for 12 i ate a quarter of them(thats for a particular meal.. haven count other meals).. haha..

Went on board the ship on friday at 5.30.. the room was damn small.. Guess what's the first thing we do after we settled our stuff?? yes.. food.. dinner.. i can die eating.. after that we went around for a tour.. nothing much... went to the gym and do workout.. not bad ar the gym.. ocean view.. you can run on the treadmill and look at the ocean.. very nice.. after that felt like playing bball.. but need to borrow ball from the activity centre.. the moment i see the ball i don't feel like playing liao... rubber bball for kids that kind.. still need to deposit 25 bucks... wth.. So i went to the arcade... spent 5 bucks and 1 hour gone.. Ar its supper time..

Went to bed at around 12.30.. can't get to sleep.. firstly too full liao... secondly the bed makes me itchy.. dunno why-_-.... thirdly my father was snoring-_-... reminds me of andy..(oops.. dun sue me andy..) Next morning woke up at 7+ for breakfast.. After that i went library mug until lunch.. wa not bad la the library.. very quiet and got ocean view somemore.. damn shiok.. the only problem is that you will tend to stone and look at the sea and passing ships.. but doesn't matter la.. didn't waste too much time stoning..haha.. quite fruitful.. spent half a day i finished the whole of thermochem liao.. damn easy la.. stupid food chem.. waste time onli.. But i think i quite stupid spent money go cruise then mug down there.. whatever la...

After lunch go mug again.. the cruise was really cruising damn slow la.. no wonder call cruise.. like 5km per hour? i think pony can probably out-pace/out-swim/whatever it.. haha.. mug for awhile went gym again.. the gym instructor asked me to join them in their kick-boxing session.. luckily i didn't agree.. haha.. all aunties down there punch here kick there shake here jump there.. i can do much more interesting stuff during my tkd class.. Wa i chiong the butterfly machine like mad.. what happens when you train like mad and there are lots and lots of food for you to replenish? your nei nei become bigger.. yes definitely.. wahahahaha....

After dinner i go arcade slack again then go back room mug liao.. Next morning woke up damn early cos my sis wanna go look at sunrise.. too many clouds on the horizon and so the sun ain't out at the right time.. it was still a beautiful sight though.. settle all the stuff blah blah blah went home. (haha lazy to type liao.. must go mug)

Jam at 12:34 PM

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Ar.. yesterday slept at 3 still can't get to sleep.. I guess there are just too much things going through my head.. Kept thinking and thinking and thinking.. hmmm.. This morning can't wake up.. Suppose to meet HF WC Jack and Professor Gan to mug at 10.. My alarm sounded at 8am and i ignored it.. I forced myself to open my eyes and message eric that i not going liao.. gotta sleep some more.. somehow there's an inner voice reminding me to get 4As.. so i decided to message eric that i will be late and force myself to wake up..

Reached SIM at around 10.20.. first time went there to mug.. Not bad actually.. just that the air ventilation like not very good.. can't breathe too well.. or maybe its just me not getting enough sleep.. haha.. their welfare for students also not bad.. they provide snacks and beverages for their students in between lessons.. so what do you think me jack and professor Gan did?

Mug till around 5 WC and HF went off followed by professor Gan.. Me and Jack didn't stay too long either.. Suddenly felt my breathing become very irregular.. didn't feel that well.. Whole body nua nua.. So we decided to go eat at west mall.. Felt much better after that.. Today I shall sleep early.. There is a gym session tomorrow morning... shall mug a little more then sleep.. Must PRESS ON!! I can see my 4As getting nearer and nearer.. To you guys out there: Gambate!!

Jam at 7:30 PM

Friday, October 21, 2005

你知道吗爱你并不容易
还需要很多勇气
是天意吧好多话说不出去
就是怕你负担不起
你相信吗这一生遇见你
时上辈子我欠你的
是天意吧让我爱上你
才又让你离我而去
也许轮回里早已注定
今生就该我还你
一颗心在风雨里飘来飘去
都是为你
一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算只能在梦里拥抱你

Jam at 9:20 PM

Thursday, October 20, 2005

19 days to A level. Hope that everything will be fine when that day arrives. Really must work very hard, in order to get that SMS scholarship. Must get 3 As and 1 B. Stupid criteria. Kan sway me. At least should say 4As. wahaha. crap. maths and physics should be no prob. Chem stills need practice. Econs still needs reading. I think i can do it!!! yea-_-

Jam at 9:46 PM

Saturday, October 15, 2005

2 days ago was the farewell assembly. I didn't thought very much bout the assembly until that day itself. It is also the reason why i am blogging. Cos i got no mood to study for the past few days. The farewell assembly was held at the hall. As usual i went to college with her by my side. I think that should be the last time le ba. Half the class was already there when i reached the hall. Not long after i sat down i receive a farewell card from rich. Seriously that really nearly made me cry. Then came the card from WC and HF. I was really touched. Here's my thanks if you happens you read this. Thanks for all your efforts despite the nearing A levels. Good luck and all the best(to all). After assembly we went to our class for civics. Mr Lim Joon Ling wasn't here with us. He was a great teacher and he still is. I sincerely thank him for all that he has done for the class. After receiving all the stuff that we should. It was a time for phototaking. Im sure all of us enjoyed the session cos we were all filled with joy and laughter.

After that we all went to taka to have lunch. Then we decided to go K box and sing to our hearts content. Though not the whole class was present, it was still a meaningful session. It was fun singing and laughing together. Im glad that we held the k box session. Let's not make it the last one ok? (sorry, i got no mood to go into all the details)

04S72 is a great CG indeed. im glad im a part of it. i think everyone is indispensable. im serious and that includes KH too. Tian Xia Mei You Bu San De Yan Xi. It is time to bid farewell.

Not only is it time to say goodbye to 04S72. I think its also time to end the 4 years of hide and seek with her. I know life would be different without her. I know she wouldn't feel the same way. But I think its best i let go. Can i or can i not? I don't know. Shi jian hui dai ti wo kai kou................. Farewell

Jam at 7:30 PM

Monday, August 08, 2005

Today went to college for national day celebration. Kao so many people never come( so patriotic... I got nothing to say) Finally got a chance to use my new handphone. haha. Kinda miss my 7250i already. But anyway the new one is better. Today after assembly we went straight for the so called amazing race. I think we really put in a lot of effort to run. That's why we got first.(haha. got coffee bean voucher) must really thank the people who came today. Good job guys.(Think Mr lim si bei DL liao) After the whole race we have to go to balcony to watch the performance. We arrange ourself and sit until sui sui liao then sway sway rain. Then we have to move to the hall to watch instead. wa the emcee damn funny la his voice. I shall not say much, later people sue me(haha) dunno why the performance seems more like racial harmony day performance-_- the ending performance nearly made me and the rest of the guys vomit. SB chu lu. I think im disgusted. dunno why they put up this kind of performance. Jump here jump there in mini skirt-_- seriously hwee peng and pinyue you all quit liao. If not....-_-
After the performance then i went for the econs test. jia lat liao.. think i not enough time and then the causes of unemployment dunno what shit i wrote, hai~.... Alex SBDL because someone called him TP. haha. after that we went with the rest of the guys for mac but there was no empty seat available so we went for KFC. then after that spent quite a while looking at shoes and all that. wa, the jordan one damn cool but so expensive($200++) will see how after NS.. maybe buying. haha. Finally after all that i went with eric to jurong gym. not bad the gym. quite a conducive environment. If wanna rank the best gym i went so far will be jurong, cck, college, YCK then gombak. gombak gym really cannot make it. Did some arm, upper back excercises and decline bench press and went home. Not bad not bad.. Wednesday must go again.......

Jam at 6:04 PM

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Sian~ Prelim is round the corner and i am still quite slack. I think I've nearly finished maths and physics is fine too. Econs give me a headache. Yesterday i slept for 16+ hours and i can't believe it! Hai~ finally recovered from my cough and they cancelled the k box session which is supposed to be on monday -_- Poor me facing the computer screen and singing to the 4 walls-_- College now becomes so boring with all those revisions that are so easy-_- What's the point of going through them man? I can make use of the lecture time and cover more topics. This is especially for chem la. All those simple equilibria questions-_- Might as well don't do-_- Nothing exicting going on this week. My tkd results was being postponed to 2 weeks later-_- Wa sei~ sian until i nothing to write-_-

Jam at 12:55 PM

Saturday, July 30, 2005

It has been more than 2 months since i last blog. Hai~ too busy le and no mood to blog anyway. I just came back from Gombak gym today and suddenly felt like blogging. I doubt anyone has been constatly checking my blog for entries now. Haha. They all see my blog will sure sian diao. Hmmm~ I guess I'll start from my tkd grading on 23rd July. Hai~ think i did quite badly. My patterns were just so so only and I think my sparring sux. I was too determined to hit my opponent such that i wasted alot of time waiting for him to attack me or chasing him around. Didn't quite show alot of kicks to the examiner.Hai~ my first sparring with the black belt was better though. But then i still don't think i'll be able to make it. Have to wait for another 3 days till Tuesday before the result comes out. Better don't get my hopes up so that i won't be that disappointed.

Yesterday was the stepping down ceremony for the fitness seniors. We started out by playing basketball. The game sux because i couldn't keep up with the match. I felt exhausted just after a few minutes in the court. It can't be blamed though since i was down with cough and a flu. I didn't know that will affect my stamina so much. Sian. After that was dinner. The food was not that great but still considered ok la. Judging from the leftovers i think many of us ate very little. Even Andy ate quite little(as compared to his usual appetite) After dinner we played zhong ji mi ma again. This time round we all decided to drink rose syrup for the punishment.(Hmmm, guess the food wasn't so appealing) Poor cai min drink until his belly became like the drink stall uncle.haha. After that was the ceremony. (it still remain a mystery regarding why our junior splitted us up and took us to LT4 blindfolded, i don get the point of the split, hmmm) The ceremony was quite touching la though nobody cried like last year. Im beginning to miss finess already. During the ceremony there was quite a few instances when i felt like crying(just a trace la). Listening to Mr Lim Chong Shen's ending speech and thinking back, I realise that we've really mistreated him(all those bad- mouthing etc). I must admit that i was one of those people kana influenced by the rest and began to not like him. I started out being neutral but as time goes by, i followed what the rest thought about him. I felt sad because he actually is a very good teacher and we didn't appreciate his teachings. I think once you don't like a person, you'll start to dislike his style of work and all that. When anything is delayed or did not work well, you will start to think of all the bad stuff about him and you won't think about what kind of obstacles he may face. And this was what happened. Now i hope the JC1s will appreciate him more and don't follow our footsteps(as in the bad stuff of course). Hope it is not too late to learn this lesson: Never ever disregard a person. Think of what he has done for you (in depth) and appreciate it. Even if he has done nothing for you, respect and acknowledge him as a person. After everything, all the members went home except Andy. The Excos remained behind for sharing session. Mr Lim himself sent us out of colledge and on the way, he told me that he will endorse me along with andy as an Exco given our contributions to fitness. I was speechless then and i think i nearly cried even though i did not show any form of facial expressions.( It was dark anyway and even if it's not, my small eyes won't make any difference). Not to forget one more person, Miss Caris Kimberlee Lee. Even though she kinda pi tui between fitness and sports club, can see that she put in alot of effort to mix with us. I really glad that I was once a fitness member...glad...really...............

Jam at 5:37 PM

Sunday, May 15, 2005

yesterday received a letter from the airforce which gave me a shock... they told me that i am a potential candidate for the airforce based on my educational standing and medical fitness and so i have to go take another test on 2nd june... wa.... kinda weird for me cos i've never thought of becoming a pilot in my life... kinda prestigious but i'm quite bothered... think i've to go do some research first.... hmmm i wonder why they identify me... thought they require tall people and those without glasses....hmmmm.... interesting... will go for the test and see how....

Jam at 7:44 PM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Hmmm. This week quite a lot of things happened. Starting from Tuesday. Got my TKD black tip but haven gotten the tip yet. That day training was damn tough for me. My sir said he wanted to train me for the black belt grading. Hai. Think I not ready yet. Perhaps not going for the next grading. Has to train more le. Then Friday is SAJC 26th sports day. Haha. Our class took part(10x200m relay) and got 1st for the B group. At first thought we couldn���t make it in to the finals. Cos our heat was like shit. Then went into the B group. Quite stunned actually. Then thanks for all the hardwork we all put in, we came in first.haha (I was the slowest guy though). Then Saturday have to go for the 24 hours camp. Tired sia being a facilitator. Had to follow the participants all over Singapore. But nevertheless quite enjoying la. My group came in first. That was a close shave. Nearly got beaten by dinosaur���s group. Luckily their penalty kick like shit.haha.

After the camp we were so tired la. Slept for a few hours then had to go meet up with class at city hall cs to go have dinner at Kenny roger���s. sian. 15 bucks but not very full lei. Not bad la actually. After dinner we took a lot of photos and then went to catch a movie. Wa. WTF!!! The movie really no link. Infection. Don���t know what shit. I was meant to be a scary movie but we are all laughing about it���s stupid plot and totally-no-link story line. Wasted $9.50. should have gone home in the first place la. Still can sleep longer.-_-

Jam at 3:40 PM

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Ooo... So long never blog le...wahahaha...lazy....that time damn pissed off.... Type whole chunk le then everything gone.... cannot publish.....hmmm.... where to start?? My taekwondo(TKD) grading? Hmmm.... that day went with 2 of my buddies to TPY sports hall for grading....both of them green belt....they stopped too long le.....thats why.. I had to wait for an hour or so before my turn��� cos they go on the belt level basis..... really very nervous...... The pattern went quite ok and then I knocked my opponent down during sparing....... Felt quite bad cos initially we agreed to go easy��� I accidentally exerted too much force on that kick and he fell.....oops...... Hmmm.....the result most likely will be out next week and I guess I can pass la..... Then 3 months later got to go for black belt le..... my sir said he will train me for that for the coming 3 months but I dunno if im ready yet.....hmmm.....got to work really hard le.....

Last few weeks finally came the long awaited PW results.... haha..... so happy sia..... whole group got band 1���. Really must thank Mr Lim a lot cos he really did his very best to help us out.... and not forgetting my group members.... im so fortunate to group with them la.... all of them so hardworking de.... 14 people in our class got band 1��� that is so good good la.... siao siao....people hear le also cry.....

Last 2 days got sick��� that started after Thursdays PE..... Suddenly felt giddy and ran out of energy.... went home to sleep till Friday��� Friday woke up in the morning but still felt sick.... so I went back to sleep.... I think I slept through fri..... then at night went to visit the doc.... he said I kana gastric flu and gave me 2 days MC....sway sia..... Dunno why like that..... Luckily this happened on fri which is quite a short day.... if it happened on Monday then jia lat liao.... im can go cry and kiss the wall.....

Jam at 5:19 PM

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Whoa... today BT1 finally come to an end... tired sia....chem maths econs and phy... think can get an average of B.... screwed up my chem SPA... sit down le forgot everything.... sian..... only can remember the GS, procedures and all that... reactions anyhow write.... today after SPA went to wayne's house there with alex to play bball....damn tired... but very fun...alex so afraid that he will become darker so he kept on wanting to go home....LOL.... hmmm.... acedemic exam exams finished le now TKD grading coming up.... must brush up on my patterns le.... sparing also very scared... the black belts mei ren xin de...anyhow zam....if sway sway meet my sir who is three times my size surely jia lat... im gonna fly off again...yes...fly off...........literally..

Jam at 9:58 PM

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Hai~feel so sad lately... all because of this feeling... this feeling of hopelessness and frustration... it's been more than three years now... all i can say is nothing... this is nothing... why izzit that im able to succeed in most of the things i wanted but not this.... this is not i've wanted.... i know the end is going to come... real soon.... in a blink of an eye it will be all over.... how i wish i can go back in time... back to the place where it all started....back to that night.... i know this is not going to happen... all i can do is wait....and im getting sick and tired of this.... what's the point of having good results? what's the point of being strong? what's the point of doing everything? what's the point??? is that just it? nothing???? Hai~

Jam at 6:34 PM

Saturday, March 05, 2005

yesterday release chinese A level results... WTF got B3..so disappointed... can see Mr lim also very disappointed... it's a disgrace to me... shitty results.... shitty oral...shitty shit... shitty everything....shitty me.....should i retake??? or get over with this shit??? dunno what other shit to say la....anyway SHIT!!!

Jam at 6:48 PM

Saturday, February 12, 2005

Chinese New Year

Hmmm.. chinese new year over le... that was fast.... this new year quite sian actually... cos other than get ang baos i did nothing....wa... the chinese new year celebrations in school even more sian... fell asleep after the first event....then after that tried to sneak out of the college but the gate was lock... alex very jia lat... he was caught by a teacher...the teacher was very fierce but was quite idiotic......

Today went to Mr Lim's house...His house very tidy and we stayed for around 2 hours i think... then the gals dunno go where and the guys went to PS.... hmmm... finally got my valentine's gift... then after that go eat yoshinoya eat until pok then i went home le.... too lazy to type..so this post is so skimpy with no details....haha...pai sei pai sei... the next one will be better.......



Jam at 6:14 PM

Sunday, January 30, 2005

Biodiversity Museum

hmmm... went to this biodiversity museum in NUS to learn how to be guides so that we can lead visitors and get our enrichment points.... wa now come to think of it like not very worthwile cos so much time we have to put in to earn that pathetic one point....... it's quite fun actually because we see a lot of exhibits of the animals that once can be found in Singapore...there will be an interesting story behind each exhibits such as the skull of the dugong which reminds me of HF(haha) A carcass of a dugong is spotted at east coast and they somehow managed to hack into the thick hide of the dugong and bring back the skull....there are a lot of other stuff such as the flying lemur found outside bukit timah on march 1988, flying lizards which still can be found in singapore, a leopard cat which was hit by a car at mandai road etc etc....... i have learnt a lot of things actually... just that i have to sacrifice my tkd lessons.... hai.... opportunity cost....

Jam at 1:50 PM

Cross Country

Finally i can have the time to blog.... so busy sia.... i don't like JC2....hai.... hmmm... the event of the week is the cross country of course... sad sia... cannot run due the the first aid duty... can't believe i have to stand there for an hour or so doing nothing but watching people run passed me and telling them to keep of the road... what's the worst thing??He is standing beside me!!!!(shall not mention who) he's my partner and i can't believe it.... dunno whether he is insane or what la but he was playing with ants and got one instance he grab a piece of rock and started hitting it on the ground until it broke into a few pieces....hmmm... can remember seeing his satisfied face... ok back the the event... the first person i knew who went passed of coursed is hui han.. he got 5th... then i was wondering where's my class?? then after a long long long long time i saw aaron and then the rest la...WA SEI why i cannot run???? idiot... but nvm la at least got cip points and representation points... wahahahaha... oh ya.... now i remember... after the x-country we went to have lunch at Yaki and Yuki which eric mispronounce again as Yaki and Sucki.... so funny....aiya wasted the gals never join us because they have to go off early... the food is quite nice la... some sort of a combination of sakae sushi and seoul garden... pity my teeth hurts so i did not ate that much like pony and lego.....

Jam at 1:32 PM

Saturday, January 22, 2005

I CAN'T IMAGINE ANY GREATER FEAR
THAN WAKING UP WITHOUT YOU HERE
AND THOUGH THE SUN WOULD STILL SHINE ON
MY WHOLE WORLD WOULD ALL BE GONE
BUT NOT FOR LONG....

IF I HAD TO RUN
IF I HAD TO CRAWL
IF I HAD TO SWIM A HUNDRED RIVERS
JUST TO CLIMB A THOUSAND WALLS
ALWAYS KNOW THAT I WOULD FIND A WAY
TO GET TO WHERE YOU ARE
THERE'S NO PLACE THAT FAR.........

Jam at 9:03 PM

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Orchard of Hope

Yesterday went to do cip at orchard from 4 to 8pm. There are a lot of things for us to do actually but we end up doing fund-raising for the Sri Lankan kids who are affected by the tidal waves. We formed a group of six. Me, pony,wei guang,snake,W.C.,and itchy ang.(and that is all from 04s72). We are supposed to ask people to donate and if they donate more than 2 dollars, they can choose to get a balloon or write their wish for the SL kids on a card which will be pasted at the HQ. At first still find it quite boring. But after a while felt that it is very meaningful actually, to be able to do a part for the victims. Some people are very kind and the moment they saw the wordings on the donation bag which says ".....tidal waves..." they immediately took out money and donate. There was even one guy who donated 20 bucks(snake says the credit goes to her)..Other then that are those who just refuse to donate. Some claim that they have donated and some did not even bother to look at you. What pissed me off is that there were two girls, around the age of 20+, whom i did not approach walk by and said something which i think convey a sense of disregard for human lives.. they said "why should we donate? There are no tsunami in Singapore.." I really felt like punching them in the face... Ren Zha... Let's hope that the two asses is from the extreme minority. Hmmm... back to the fund raising thing... we gave out quite a number of balloons and towards the end WC took out chicken(on a stick one la...dunno what izzit called... the same one for the SA carnival) that she prepared for us to eat... very nice... really very nice.... then after some time we headed back to the HQ and counted the funds collected... Our group collected 75 dollars excluding the coins... think is quite a lot.... a sense of achievement....Finally we went to TSC and had dinner... spent 7 dollars for japanese food(wth.. dunno what am i doing)



Jam at 1:19 PM

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

New Year,New Beginning

Finally went up to JC2...Think it will be quite tough from now on...JC life is so fast and hectic...Can't get any sleep yesterday because i slept late every night during the holiday(5am)...Everything was normal yesterday except that there were a lot of JC1s students... Still remember that pony found some guys who are shorter than him(he seemed quite happy about it...haha)...HP became the class rep and eric is her assistant...hmmm...tallest gal and the shortest guy in class,what a nice combination by Mr Lim...Xiang Ying Cheng Qu...Really glad that the whole of 04S72 made it pass the promos and im quite happy that the holiday is over and we can tok cok again in class..haha..(must know the limits of course...this is a crucial period for us)...Hmmm, just received news for Mr Lim that all first aiders don't need to take part in the cross country...Not really sure if im happy or sad... I feel like running but I have not done any serious training lately.... I'm still thinking of whether i want to drop econs.. Think i will hang on to it and see how i do in BT1... This is the subject i feared most..Moreover, the new econs tutor seems to be very demanding... Think i have to work on the structure of the econs essay...MCQ and Data rep i can actually score quite well..Just the SEQ, everytime not enough points.... Today is the second day of school and im still adjusting my sleeping period... caught a flu in the morning and i think i have wasted quite a lot of time in the gym doing nothing because of that...At least i did 6 sets of bench press...Anyway, I have decided to go back to taekwondo and get my black belt since lessons ends very early on tuesday.... And one more important thing is the NAPFA test this year...2 months of freedom and months of free period during PE depends on it.. Think i can secure a gold...just hope that nothing will go wrong that day and pony can do well for the standing broad jump....

Jam at 5:04 PM

Monday, December 27, 2004

Today go jogging again. Wa no energy to run. Finished running 2.4km then bo lat liao no energy to continue le. Sian.... Then saw an old man around 50+ or 60+(me not good at gauging people's age) jogging i even more sian... I everytime jog will see him one. Think he everyday go jog... what more is that I usually run 1 round(around 5km) but he run more than 2 round i think... siao still can run faster than me some more....Makes me think of Hui Han that bian tai one....Hai....Wang Chen Mo Ji...so must train hard le.... hmmm cannot slack... wa then next week must start air alert again....siao liao... think of air alert i du lan....that time do until week ten le then i sick for one week... sway la break the momentum... hai must really jia you le... cos i want to dunk!!!

Jam at 7:25 PM


My PW group(IdiotAlexCheeFunnJean missing) Posted by Hello

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Saturday, December 25, 2004


The Gals Posted by Hello

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Wa Bue Song!! Pang Xie oh!! Posted by Hello

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Picnic at Esplanade roof top Posted by Hello

Jam at 7:23 PM

Hmmm...yesterday christmas eve go out with 04S72(half only la) for picnic. Nothing special actually, but the thing is the location---Esplanade roof top. Wa first time go picnic at this kind of....aiya dunno how to describe la. At first i still think that it is a bit stupid la but then the view there also quite nice la,only that there are people watching you eat(LOL). Felt quite bad because never wait for Hong Ming then we started eating le. By the time he arrived we already finished eating le(haha who ask him come so late,nvm good chance for him to slim down). Then after the arrival of HM we started exchanging gifts. wa talk about the gift i really is da chu xue, seriously over my budget.But nvm la,my PW group member anyway ma. The best part is Hui Fang got a SEAL stuff toy!!! haha what a suitable gift from Wee Hong. Then Eric got a cap which is too big for his head, Hong Ming got a box of chocolate(ironic, eat chocolate how to slim down???) blah blah blah........hmmm think my Mashimaro the cutest(wahahaha) After that we watch a bit of show down the esplanade(quite crappy actually--- no no no this isn't what i wanted) that is the tai ci.Then came the climax of the day. We sat in a circle and played some sort of indian poker(as suggested by Hui Fang)... The one who got the biggest card will have to eat Rou Si(pai seh forgotten the english name, Pork something)... Stupid Pony, WH and Su Su Ni never kanna...EEEEEEE... then the funny thing is HM kanna the most(hmmm toking about slimming down)... Then after quite some fun(The Rou Si no kick la) all the boys went home...haha and that's because of me wanted to go home and watch Inuyasha(butterfly effect you know, one go, two go then all go LOL)...So sad only the gals stayed for the countdown.....

Special Thanks: Wei Chen(for the very nice chocolate cake that she baked), Wen Hui(for the fried rice, very nice also), Cheryl (for the very nice cookie or something), Aaron(for the ice and the Rou Si),Hui Fang(for the entertainment),Susanny(for my gift)........ and Hwee Peng, Shi Hua, Eric, Wee Hong, Hong Ming, Alvin(thanks for coming and making it a wonderful picnic)

Jam at 4:38 PM

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

17 years old le... taking A-level soon and i can't believe i am still creating this blog and talk crap....haha... hmmm.... doesn't matter la.... cos this is MY WAY..........

Jam at 8:44 PM


04S72 ROX!!!! Posted by Hello

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Its a bird!!! Posted by Hello

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NO ENTERING Posted by Hello

Jam at 3:31 PM

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